| Bye Bye |
[Mar. 21st, 2005|03:19 pm] |
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Well Im finally rid of Melody. Hopefully Forever. Since when was this a good thing? Before it had seemed like I needed Melody as if she was the air I breathed.....well not anymore. It seems as though I need her like I need a hole in the head. She had broken up with David for a while and tried to start coming around again. Well, it was almost as if she enjoyed rubbing everything in my face. Fuck Her. Im done. I dont neeed that shit.Im dating Jessica now...How long it will last...i cant be sure because there are still no sparks. It seems almost like we are supposed to be friends and its wrong for us to date. There for a little while I even thought I mightve been gay.Im still not sure. Anyways, Last nigt, Chris, Jess and I all went to a Spring Equinox Ritual hosted by Psyche. It wasnt a Druidic Ritual but it was fun. We colored eggs and I named mine Pierre. Jess named hers Francesca, and Chris named his George. Mine was the last to be eaten.Thank the Gods, at least he survived that long. Its a dangerous world out there. Especially for an egg. |
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| Runescape |
[Mar. 11th, 2005|02:20 pm] |
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Hey Guys! Check out my latest obsession. Its a Free Game. Im usually on server Chicago 56. http://www.runescape.com |
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| Never Enough |
[Mar. 4th, 2005|04:48 pm] |
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I already broke up with Jess. She has issues she needs to work out. Ummm Im moving again cuz of the Courts...not sure where. Spring Equinox Ritual with Psyche soon |
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| New Foster Brother and a New GF |
[Feb. 26th, 2005|12:13 pm] |
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OK so Jess and I are dating now....I know I was sayin I wasnt gonna do it but I figured what the Hell, I gotta move on with my life sometime.We just decided to see what happens. My friend Chris is goin through some shit so my Mom has decided to try to adopt him. Cool stuff... |
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| Moved Again |
[Feb. 22nd, 2005|11:45 am] |
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| |  rushed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Orgy-Vague | ] |
Hello all,
Well, Im really pissed off at my now ex-roomates. I cant believe they fuckin accused me of stealing from them. I wasnt even home all weekend. Oh well, They Kicked me out so I had to move back in with Mom. Thats ok cuz Mom needs help anyways, physically speaking as well as financially. Never thought Id be the one helping to support my parent.Have to go back and get the rest of my stuff on Wednesday after Court. Mom said shed go to Court with me to explain why im not working and why im living with her again.This also gives me a chance to only work part time so I can enroll in Computer Classes.Thatd be really awesome.more later... |
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| 2nd Day at Work |
[Feb. 15th, 2005|06:30 pm] |
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| |  thankful | ] |
well, Ive managed to make it through my first day that I was actually working. They sent me home early though cuz theyre not ready to put me on the Grill yet. Besides, they were closing for the day cuz the floors were getting done.Melody has been trying to get a hold of me for the last couple days. She cant call where I live, which is a huge pain in the ass. I can never get ahold of her either. Oh well, Im not entirely sure I want to speak with her anymore. It still really hurts. Oh, and I found out my friend from work's son came in 4th in the Mr. Gay USA Pageant. Wouldnt mind meeting him in a dark alley.....*grin* |
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| The Hunt |
[Feb. 8th, 2005|04:29 pm] |
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After applying for about 8 jobs in one run...i am pooped. So im sitting down to a book on Native American Myth. trying to educate myself on the Seneca Traditions.Im reading Native American Mythology by Sam D. Gill and Irene F. Sullivan. All kinds of interesting info.Plus its nice to sit down and talk to all my friends.Still have a couple more places i need to stop at before I go home. |
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| Space Monkeys Busy Day.... |
[Feb. 7th, 2005|01:44 pm] |
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Not much to report...shaved my head....jobhunting like crazy....Melody broke my heart and crushed my dreams yet again...The usual |
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| Interview |
[Feb. 4th, 2005|11:02 am] |
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Well, yesterday, I had an Interview at Giant Eagle.and well all I can do is wait and see what happens.The Interviewer seemed genuinely impressed by my responses to her inquiries though. Oh and I went to sing Karaoke last night and I met my friend Pete in person for the first time. heheh Raven thought he was the Phantom of the Opera this time. Runmelodyrun, are you still at leatheleo86? |
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| JAIL?!*gulp* |
[Feb. 3rd, 2005|02:04 am] |
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| |  okay | ] |
Went to Court today...anyways, they told me that I have to come in next week with proof of employment and lease info or there will be consequences sanctioned. That probably means Jailtime.So if you guys dont hear from me for a while after next Wednesday, you know why. Anyways, Rob took me out for Pizza and Ice Cream today...That was fun....oh and Runmelodyrun, I need your current Email address before I can give you a number...and a promise that you wont give it to ANYONE. |
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| Jobhunting Sucks |
[Jan. 31st, 2005|09:50 pm] |
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| |  tired | ] |
well Jobhunting really sucks, I need something a bit closer to home...especially when you have a record, it tends to make things difficult. My friend Ashley is gonna ask around to find me a place to stay for the duration of my visit to Springfield. This visit is badly needed. Gods I miss all my friends. Bumped into my ol Buddy Mark today from Northern Coven. Guess hes been homeless since his Dad died...Its a damned shame.Hes such a nice guy...has major issues though. |
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| Of Hippies and Herectics |
[Jan. 28th, 2005|02:14 pm] |
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| | accomplished | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Proud Mary-Creedence Clearwater Revival | ] |
Well, Ive finally got my own place...well sorta...I have roomates but they are good roomates and they seem to like having me here. I will actually be on the lease this time.Yay for me.I started working as a Full time Housekeeper at Intown Suites...It sucks but I should have a Telephone Customer Service job soon that pays more if all goes well.Some of my work on the DP has been halted.But Alot has happened. After the last two attempts ended in total crash and burn failure, Ive decided to stop dating altogether until I feel ready. I currently have two options in this department. The Third will be ignored. The First is Jessica, who is totally cool and laid back.the setbacks on this one are first that shes 17.Im kinda scared to go through the Melody thing again just as my life is stabilizing. The second is that she smokes pot and is a bit of a neo-Hippie.Note that I differentiate between Hippies and Herectics.Other than that I really like her. The Second option is Rob. Rob is a 34 year old rural mail carrier and I definitely sense some chemistry at work between us.The man has a Singing Voice that the Gods themselves couldt match. He has HPV, just like me..BUT.....he also has Herpes and I have some deep questions as to any fidelity issues he might have. I really like both of my options but then there is the all-pervading issue at hand. I still am not ready to date, try as I might. I am still madly deeply IN LOVE with MELODY.But it is nice to have someone to hold/hold you on occasion.I dont want to lead either of them on.
It is so nice having a place to stay. I was getting a little worried there for a little bit and my roomates are all great folks...Oh and I need to start writing in here more often. *gets off computer to make Hotdogs with cheese , mayo and Habanero Sauce* mmmmm.... |
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| Hmmmm what to say? |
[Jan. 8th, 2005|03:13 pm] |
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Well, alot has happened...Been through a couple of breakups...faced the THreat of Homelessness which is still not entirely dissolved..Im now single....and I just got a new job. Wooohoooo! |
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| LOcal Deity Types |
[Dec. 8th, 2004|07:50 pm] |
Again, highly speculative
Brogâdêwâs: Deities of Regions and Major Natural Features, usually Female, often associated with the river running through a territory.
Toutâties Deities of Tribes, usually male, often a tribal founder/ancestor.
Cerdâdêwoi: Deities of Crafts and Guilds.
Wenjâdêwoi: “Family Gods”, ancestors.
Taladêwoi: Nature Spirits:
1. Talamascâs: Female Earth Spirits.
2. Niscâs: Water Spirits.
3. Buccâs: Forest Spirits, often mischievous.
4. Bâdities: Female nature spirits, “nymphae”.
Dusjoi: Demons, Evil Spirits
1. Cawaroi: Evil Giants, “Fomors”.
2. Draugoi: The evil undead, often children, with some similarities to Norse draugar, and others to folkloric vampires. |
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| Gaulish Concepts of Honor and Cosmic Truth |
[Dec. 8th, 2004|07:44 pm] |
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The concepts of Wirjânjâ – Truth, the cosmic order, justice – and Draugâ – the Lie, deceit, injustice, the unnatural.
The Three Words for “Honor”
1. Enjepos: literally “Face”, reputation, status, achievement.
2. Cowirjâ: Literally “with Truth”, justice, right-action
3. Segos: Virtue, strength, and Spiritual power as unified concept. Brings Boudijos – Victory and Gain
Segoi: the Virtues
a. Dîlizos -- Loyalty, Troth in Asatru sense
b. Rextijâ – Inner Rectitude, Uprightness, Integrity
c. Weilijâ -- Honesty
d. Saljâ – Generosity and Givingness
e. Trougocarjâ -- Compassion
f. Calonâ – “Heart”, courage, cheerfulness
g. Galijâ: Courage, bravery
h. Caletijâ – Hardness, endurance, fortitude
i. Wergâ – Warrior rage, passion, blood-thirst
j. Weidijâ – Knowledge
k. Wissijâ -- Wisdom
l. Cogeistlos – Duty, obligation
Dedmâ: Sacred Law, a product of Wirjânjâ that serves as basis of all law; effectively, the unwritten Constitution of the tribe, but with strong religious connotations.
Rextus: Law, as enacted by the tribe, and interpreted by the Wergobritetoi and Barnaunoi.
Adilon: Goal, Duty, and Purpose as unified concept (similar to Irish idea of Dan, but also some differences)
1. Product of Andeganos – one’s true inner nature.
2. Adilon as goal, duty, and purpose of this lifetime
3. Resemblance to Christian idea of “calling”
Tonceton: Fate, Destiny, Judgment, the working out of one’s actions, similar to concept of karma.
1. Windoratâ: right action, good action. Leads to Windobijon: a good life.
2. Waxtoratâ: wrong or evil action. Leads to Waxtobijon: a bad life.
Culos: Sin, crime, blame, ritual pollution.
Arismertâ: ritual prohibitions, “gessa”
Noibomîlâ: Holy Animals, “totems”.
1. Jânomîlon: Individual totem animal, usually derived from one’s Andeganos.
2. Anwanmîlon: Totem derived from one’s name.
3. Wenjâmîlon: Family totem.
4. Toutâmîlon: Tribal totem |
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| How sexy am I? |
[Dec. 6th, 2004|11:53 am] |
Take the quiz: "How sexy are you?"
OH BABY!!!!! Your on Fire..... MORE PLZ
You are the essense of sexy but you need to tune it down a little otherwise people wont take you seriously!!!! |
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| Wooohoooo Im a Traditionalist!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Go Figure |
[Dec. 6th, 2004|11:41 am] |
Take the quiz: "Neo-Pagan Type Identifier - Redux"
Traditional Pagan
You believe in the gods and goddesses of a particular pantheon or culture, and follow the old ways as best you can and work within a strict cosmology. Your interests probably include mythology, cultural studies, history, and the spiritual world within nature. Your practices may include traditional ceremonies and ritual, working with deity, ancestors and nature spirits, exploring nature, and some shamanic work. |
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